As summer comes down to an end...

Its time to reflect on what we've learned this summer boys and girls

for one never trust your cousin when he says just try it you wont get shit faced and that might possible be the grestest lesson of all. another good thing is that german rap is so much better then american rap! I know what your thinking german rap? what the fuck is this shit? well it actually isnt bad at all. Maybe its the fact that you dont really know anything there saying but its pretty great.

I've had my own problems that ive dealt with and what not. I found a new amazing local band that i will now support just as i do violets for verona. by the way violets for verona is looking for a new lead guitarist and well if your in the livonia westland area and would like to get in a band with a good fan base set up hit me up and ill tell them about you. School started on the 3 and now im sitting here looking at my class list. its your basic list of science, math, english and history with the choice of 2 electives, buts its also a reminder that i'm one step closer to getting the hell out of michigan. you may be wondering whats so bad about michigan? well almost everything is. after high school i'm going to alabama. why alabama when i can possibly go tons more places in the us beucase in alabama they have the university of alabama which i will be attending. i'm determined to get into there and work my ass off the be a great nurse.

thinking about stuff now other then the conserts and whatnot the two greatest things that happened to me all summer was seeing my best friend kayla more then i have in a while. I honestly don't know what i would do without her in my life. we've been best friends for 8 years this september and we've never had a fight. were two of the most diffrent people but were exactly the same. if a stranger looked at us on the street and you could see our diffrences that person would have no clue how we manage to be best friends. kayla compared to me in an angel and i'm the devil. she is the anti-whore and i am the whore.

the second greatest thing to happen was falling in love. yes love. and i couldnt be any happier then i am now. Jake is all responsible for that. I love it. I love him. I love how hes always what im thinking about even if i dont want to be thinking about anything at all. he's amazing at that. i love when he calls me just to tell me he loves me or the way he calls me cutie even thought i tell him all the time he has it wrong. he pretty much completes me.

I've lost contact with a good friend. Will. You possible read the post about be waking up surrounded by tears becuase it the year since we broke up. Looking back on that now i feel like a complete idiot. withing the 2 years ive known will hes changed. from what ive heard hes always drunk and always getting high. deffinatly not my cup of tea(which sounds kinda nice right now). We got into a fight about a week ago. It started off with him telling me that i shouldn't dwell on the past when i confronting him about not keeping his promise to be my friend, my best friend at the least. he had every right to tell me to stop dwelling on the past but i also had every right to bring that up. one thing let to another and i told him when he overdose's i'm going to laugh. I somewhat regret saying that but it came out. earlier today will told me he was sorry and he really wanted to keep in contact with me and asked for my number. I told him it'd be better if we lose all contact and it be like we didnt even meet at all, sadly that cant happen due on the fact he had such an impact on my life. We shared stories, laughs, and tears and somehow that all helped me get to where i am today

My friend alex on the other hand i cant find the will to let him go as a friend, i honestly dont have any reason to other then the fact he dissapears alot. i worry sometimes like when hes back for a couple months and then hes gone for 6 but now im used to it. its how alex works. maybe one day when im down in alabama well meet up or maybe we wont but he'll always be my kurt cobain and ill always be his amy lee. thats how our crazy minds work and even if i dont see him down in alabama i'll see him when we get to that big nirvana concert else were where kurt cobain is waiting for us =)