dude your dad is on crack!

So it’s been a while since I’ve posted something. I really really need to try and post more =/. School is the same. Still pretty much failing. Been in and out of a few relationships but I’m back in one. The guys name is Nikk. He’s a pretty cool cat. Music is still the biggest influence in my life. My best friend and I went to see baby mama with my brother and his friends (who never showed) it was alright I guess my brother didn’t get any of it. I got my violets for Verona t-shirt and my CD. Pretty much the most played CD I own. Depressions got it’s strangle hold on me again but that’s nothing new. I’m trying to work with it again but I’ve had a 2 breakdowns last week and I feel another one again. I’ve had an urge to cut again but I have my promise to Izaiah and I wouldn’t do it if he wouldn’t do it and plus I know so many people here who WOULD kill me if I did it again. So I got a story for you last night I went to an A.R.M’s party with my dad. For those who don’t know what A.R.M’s is it’s the Association or Recovering Motorcyclist which is basically like the sober riders but in the same way it’s not. So me and my dad are having a good ol’ time with pig-hearted john you know standing in a circle holding hands and singing country music(the song was some Kenny Chesney song about not drinking) then they starting line dancing so we(my dad john and i) all went outside to get away from it. Then we were all chilling inside while they started the big dance afterwards and they played a bunch of country with made john want to leave but then they started playing rock. But the greatest part was the DJ he was jumping all around the stage like he was 18(when in reality he was like 49) and he was like the rock n roll jesus or something! And that night I won a beer mug from and AA meeting. Whats wrong with that picture???? Yeah I know. But its cool I guess. The DJ's son was there and they were playing slow songs so he asked my to dance and i politly told him his dad was on crack and i had a boyfriend and rather not dance. but it was a good night over all